Welp. Sometimes, life just kicks your butt. Not a small push to the ground or anything. Its like you get knocked the ef down. Like you wake up and Faust is there to give ya a nice face full of metal fist. Anyhoo, I have been a little dissastisfied with the game. It wasn't just one specific thing or anything. It was a bunch of little things. And you know how you get to that one little thing that just pushes you over the edge? The one where you start doing irrational things and you're blinded with pure rage like a Galka running out of sausages. Yeah. I got grumpy and left the Strife ls.
A lot of peeps say I'm very nice...but that is far from true. I am an awful drama queen. If the wrong buttons get pushed. I can't get anything done. My mistakes get worse and worse. My mood becomes a whirlwind of anger and fat tail. Regardless. I try my best not to, but sometimes...I hurt people. So I apologize to anyone who I angered or got worried. I am ok. Yes, I was and still am a little stressed. But like any other mithra, with a little bit of fish, and a lot of tea, I was able to calm down some.
Anyhoo, without the responsibilties of strife, I have a lot of free time again. I intend on taking up bst again and exploring again. I think bst would be pretty a good job to go exploring the past. I still haven't been everywhere yet. Regardless, just like this post, I am currently a jumbled mess and just need some time to myself. @_@
Oh yeah, changed the song to make up for the lack of funny quotes.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Drama Queen
Posted by Miryoku at 11:48 PM
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7 Comments:
well miry when your feeling like you could use a friend im always here. and if you want ill help you get your ring from CoP or whatever else you might want help with.. you may not be in strife anymore but im sure you still have friends... like me... in the shell that are there for you if you need so dont be afraid to ask :)
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Wow i'm sad to hear that you left miry, but i'm still here for you whenever you want me ^^ We can still go BCNM us up some treasure whenever you want!
It will all get better, don't worry miry ^^ I know from experience :P
We still need to go on an adventure!
o.o/
always here for ya THFpro~
BLM+RDM DUO's GOOOO!
No.........! You dont have to leave Strife ;;
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No more Miry.
I would point out while you may claim you are a drama queen, you are a positive person. I would note your getting in LS tended to raise a lot of people's spirits.
I enjoy your company and would point out that should you ever be looking for an extra Nin, Sam, Blu or in a while Sch let me know. Who knows, perhaps one day I will actually be able to focus on doing Salvage (with my schedule? lol) in which case you can have more DD...perhaps with Sekkanoki
Be well
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