We all have those rough spots in life. You know, where curveballs are being thrown at you and you're not enjoying life. Where even the cookies don't taste as good as they should. No matter how hard you smile you can see it in your eyes: pain, anger, and frustrations of life. I don't remember the exact quote, but someone once said it were these moments in life that truly showed the character of a person. The moment when you're knocked down for like the 50th time and things are looking bleak. Do you lay there and quit? Or do you stand back up and fight. I admit I chose to lie down for a bit. Mistakes kept happening, even mistakes I didn't know I could make. Those are especially the worst...its like sneezing and finding out you somehow broke someone's favorite tea set. Not only are you shocked at what happened, you cant prepare yourself for the after effects of your mistake. You wan't to say its not my fault. You want to throw the blame on someone else. Anything else...but it all comes down to your runny nose as the problem. Ok...those were a bad comparisons...anyways, I don't know if I'll do any better this time around on my feet...but all you can do is try even harder right?
*Deep breathe* Gosh...what I would do for some fresh tea. Anyways, like my little rant said, I've been going through a rough time and I was having a tough time. I try not to show it too much but as a friend of mine pointed out and I quote, I'm just a "emotional, expressive, overreacting idiot". Owww...but she had a point. And it was those qualities in me that got me in that rough time. However, with the thanks of many of my friends, I've been feeling a lot better. Ranting helps, but its pretty hard not to cheer up with the silly BCNM picture that I got XD. Frag, Cyp and me decided to give the Jelly bcnm a go in hopes of some treasure. And what do ya know, thanks to a little luck, and a lot of cheering, we all got a little cut of gil thanks to a Utsu scroll. ^^
Turns out Lynq does the Prime fights quite often to earn gil for his Dynamis weapon. I only had two fights left to get a bauble to fight fenrir so thanks to Lynq, I'm ready to kill me the big honcho. I don't know how he does it...I'm guessing he has a trained parrot or something, but Lynq was able to play all three peeps in the picture and not let em die! Craziness! Thanks again Lynq.
Oh Salvage, you bring some of the greatest and worst feelings out of everyone. If you want to know what its like to have a crappy relationship, do salvage people! First few nights out it feels great and new. You love how different it is to everything else you've done before and it even drops random 15 pieces from time to time to tease you. But once you're in for a while? The repetition starts to wear at you a bit, the high difficulty curve due to set up of players and the runs themselves begins to make ya twitch. But when you finally do get a drop? It feels amazing. Not the yay~ feeling you get from sky or sea. I mean the OMG \@_@/ and you literally feel your heart not beat for two seconds before your head realizes you need to pump blood to live. Anyways, we've been doing bosses lately and we went 1/2 on LAC and 0/1 on LBC. Although I know salvage is difficult and what it demands from players is quite a lot, I still can't help but feel disgruntled at the peeps who have whole sets of armor. Almost a "why not me!" Kind of thing ya know? Although I love the linkshell I admit our win/loss ratio's overall are pretty awful. However, I'm not gonna get my panties in a bunch. Just gotta strap in tight, and get ready to kick some butt. So screw you few peeps who I heard were talking crap on my linkshell. I'll have Raikoh stick something in yer bum. Because he likes doing that...because he loves to talk...and say stuff...lol. I think I might do a little bio for all of the salvage members. They're all quite a happy go lucky bunch and I admit if it wasn't for all their great attitudes, I probrably would of left a long time ago.
Helping out a fellow KoalaPanda yet again! Although I have been very busy with school, with my commitments to certain statics and events, and enjoying farming and other activities with c-*cough hack hack*. Ah sorry furball. Sooo~! Despite being busy, I got to help Lynq with CoP 5-3! I think...at least thats the number I remember. Anyhoo, it was the one where you gotta fight a bunch of robots and a few other things along a very long path with doors. Except for Talliah getting in a little cuffle with a bat, the run through actually went very smoothly. So congrats to those who got the mission completed! One step closer to sea!
Anyways, thats my little drama filled post for the day. I apologize about not having music for this post but I already have my selection of music lined up for my next few posts ^^b. Try to enjoy your October and finish on a good note everyone! This month only comes once a year, so make it a good one!
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