Dynamis, You Still Die There

How is it going peeps? I finally went back into dynamis. A place where I vowed about a year and a half ago to never go back. Much of it was the same that I remembered. There is a lot of death. Wipes are almost gaurentee'ed, and as a thief you have to do quite a few sacrifice pulls. I hate being the puller there as well. Whenever I do a bad pull and someone dies, I know its my fault. Amazingly, the group only wiped twice with me pulling and everyone actually seemed to be having fun. o_O I'm still not quite sure if I wanna stick around in this ls because of all the death (I died 6 times but only lost 4k EXP) but the group appears to be a very mature and happy bunch.

I honestly remember people going crazy in Dynamis when we would wiped and they would begin blaming anyone for the EXP lost. But almost everyone at today's run just laughed off their death, got back up, and kept on going. It was wierd! We only got one AF2 piece and a relic gun to drop yet everyone was happy on coming out. We didn't even get the giant Tombstone to pop before we ran out of time but no one seemed to mind at all. "Good try everyone." "Not bad for some of your first runs." "Yay for the one AF2 piece!" I was kind of shocked. Where was all the drama? Where was that one guy who exaggerates the amount of deaths they had and complain of the EXP loss? Why didn't anyone yell at me for my awful pulls? (One of the leaders actually "MT'ed" saying I was doing a good job).

I'm not sure if the LS rubbed onto me but I just couldn't be in a bad mood. I died 6 times in about 2 hours worth of fighting and got nothing out of it. Yet...I was not mad. I was mad when I screwed up pulling or took a wipe. But my anger almost immedietly dissapeared knowing my death was my fault. It was almost a "Oh shoot, better luck next time" mentality. Have I matured? Have I gone insane? Or is it the mellow attitude of this linkshell just rubbing on me? I honestly don't know but I plan on seeing what happens when we go to Dynamis-Jeuno next.

-One Confused Mithra,
Miry